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Just finished looking my emails and got calls from my sister at home. It seems i already missed the things i used to do when i was still there! It makes me feel so bored especially if your husband was working and your alone in your place. Imagine being here for almost 7 months now without friends to visit with, makes me nuts... Sometimes, I'm thinking negative things if my husband is not around. I'm afraid of intruders who might enter the house if I sleep. But, I pray for God's guidance to look for me and make me strong for all this craziness pessimestic mind i had. I know if you just trust God, he wont forsake you. Just believe in him and your fine! Unfortunately, most of the times we forgot his presence and panic alot. Nobody is perfect though! Looking back of adjusting life in America, it seems very hard for me. Especially the life style that I'm not used to and the cold climate, my gosh makes me crazy! I cant really handle the snow, its so cold. Another thing that makes missed most was my job. I used to work everyday, enjoy the moment to be with friends. Gosh, never thought it would be easy to live here. Alot of adjustment to do! From Immigration process to being a good wife, Life is not easy. At least I'm so thankful to have a wonderful husband who understands me and love me for who i am. He makes me strong and hold on to what i have now. Though life is not perfect, we still able to cope up and handle everything to make our marriage strong. Well, We are uncertain of life changes, it might be in good or bad. Whats important both of you hold on together for better relationship.
Everyone of us has its unique story in life. Some were lucky enough , some were not. I might be whining of being bored but I'm still thankful of the life has to offer. Being able to enjoy the moment with my husband, I could not asked God for more... I still consider myself lucky. So whoever read this blog, hope you wont get lost. I'm just making myself at ease...lol...
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